Hi folks
Today's passage for our February Challenge is two very important verses to me personally. On the night of the interviews for selection for training for ordination, I was deeply troubled. Not that I didn't want to be ordained - quite the opposite!
I had travelled to Dublin for a series of interviews, held over a long weekend, to be selected for training for the Non-Stipendary Ministry, which would allow me to continue the work I had as a Computer Consultant, and be ordained to help out in parishes within the Diocese of Connor. I had a very successful business in Lisburn/Belfast and the surrounding areas - and could afford to actually turn work down to suit my schedule.
During the process, I was more and more convicted in my spirit that God was directing me to train for full-time ministry - which would mean having to sacrifice my business and income, and put a tremendous pressure on my wife and very young family (Naomi was 9, Ben was 3). I would have to live in Dublin at the Theological College during the week, and be home at weekends; leaving Kim to continue to work part-time, look after the family and the house, and all on a greatly reduced income to the house.
That was probably the first night that I had stayed up all night in prayer and conversation with God. These were in the "dark ages" when you couldn't phone home on your mobile - unless you were prepared to spend £5 per minute! While I prayed, I felt God lay these verses on my heart - Proverbs 3: 5-6, "Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."
I spent the next day (Sunday) deep in prayer. On the journey home to Lisburn, my friend Colin, remarked that I was being very quiet. He didn't push me for an explanation, and allowed me to continue until we got home. As I watched him drive off towards his home in Carrickfergus, I told Kim that I had something very important to tell her before I could start to tell her about the interview process. She informed me that before I would tell her anything, she had something very important and urgent to tell me - and she shocked me by telling me that in her prayers the previous evening, God had told her to be prepared for a long journey, I was leaving my job to study full-time!
I shouldn't have been concerned - God told me he would "direct my paths", and true to his word, he is still directing us today! What a blessed few verses, and they started my journey from Lisburn in 2006 to Brookeborough in 2021 - and I'll be trusting him for directoins in the future!
Regards
Johnny
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